Plans have been made. It will be over soon.

I have made a checklist of what to buy, where to buy it, the notes I need to write so certain people know that this isn’t because of them. I know which things I have to send via regular post and which I need to leave on the kitchen table. I have planned out the steps I personally need to take for me to successfully end my life.

 

clearly I am more lucid right now otherwise I wouldn’t be writing this. One day though… on a bad day, I’ve come so far that it’s inevitable that I’ll follow through.

[Teal Cadofe]

I hope I haven´t found this post too late and that you have decided to stay!

Please, don´t follow through. Any problems you might have had or any mistakes you might have done during the course of your life, are not worth the attention and importance you would be giving them by ending your life. Even when it is impossible to see, life can get better and you can change it to make it better!

 

I really hope after writing your post you have decided to seek professional help! But please, please stay!

I myself at different stages of my life was very close to ending it, but I am so glad I didn´t. I am so glad I didn´t miss what my life has become now!