<span style=”vertical-align: inherit;”><span style=”vertical-align: inherit;”>Hi. </span><span style=”vertical-align: inherit;”>I wrote with the chat earlier tonight but it was interrupted for some reason. </span><span style=”vertical-align: inherit;”>For several years I have had periods when I felt bad. </span><span style=”vertical-align: inherit;”>I explained in the chat that I do not know why. </span><span style=”vertical-align: inherit;”>I wrote that I have everything. </span><span style=”vertical-align: inherit;”>Wife, children, job but that I still feel the way I do. </span><span style=”vertical-align: inherit;”>I’ve prepared everything for tonight. </span><span style=”vertical-align: inherit;”>The children are different, the wife is away on her own. </span><span style=”vertical-align: inherit;”>Just me and the dog at home. </span><span style=”vertical-align: inherit;”>I wrote in the chat that I came to the conclusion that shooting myself feels like the easiest thing. </span><span style=”vertical-align: inherit;”>But that I have pain that they will still find me then. </span><span style=”vertical-align: inherit;”>That it’s better to go somewhere so they do not have to see me. </span><span style=”vertical-align: inherit;”>But then the person I chatted with wrote that he did not think you have everything if you have a wife and a child job. </span><span style=”vertical-align: inherit;”>Is there any possibility that those who chat read what you write here? </span><span style=”vertical-align: inherit;”>I am very curious about what the person means and would like to know what he was thinking before I move on.</span></span>
Hi,
Nobody really wants to kill themselves. Everybody wants to be happy and I’m sure you want that too.
And if this is the place you reached out for help than that’s great.
I think what the person meant is that even though we may have everything externally, that doesn’t guarantee our own internal fulfillment.
The great news is that this fulfillment isn’t impossible to achieve 😊