[Yellow Noliny]

You can take the pain away, not your life.

There is help out there for whatever you’re going through.

[Yellow Noliny]

Green Dehypi skrev:

<span style=”vertical-align: inherit;”><span style=”vertical-align: inherit;”>I’ve had shit the last few months, I have no motivation for anything really and I just want to die. </span><span style=”vertical-align: inherit;”>Before, I was a little scared of death but I am no longer and have also had suicidal thoughts lately. </span><span style=”vertical-align: inherit;”>The only thing holding me back right now is that my sister would be left alone. </span><span style=”vertical-align: inherit;”>My dad passed away in suicide a number of years ago and my mom is very paranoid. </span><span style=”vertical-align: inherit;”>However, my suicidal thoughts have gotten worse and I am honestly thinking about taking my own life and avoiding all the pain in life. </span><span style=”vertical-align: inherit;”>Is it even worth living longer?</span></span>

Friend, life is worth living, and this is a phase that you’re going to get through.

I’ve gone through the same thing. I remember, that there was a time when I couldn’t get out of bed, saw no point of living, lost all of my passions, desires, goals. I literally became like a zombie.

Then to top it off I started to have strong suicidal urges.

I’m here to tell you that this isn’t the end. My life is back in order, I rebuilt my life and what I went through gave me the experience I need to share how I found the way out.

What you’re going through now, will be your testimony one day, and with it you’ll be able to help others. Mark my words!

 

Let me know if you want to talk.

[Yellow Noliny]

Pink Jujobi skrev:

<span style=”vertical-align: inherit;”><span style=”vertical-align: inherit;”>Hi. </span><span style=”vertical-align: inherit;”>I wrote with the chat earlier tonight but it was interrupted for some reason. </span><span style=”vertical-align: inherit;”>For several years I have had periods when I felt bad. </span><span style=”vertical-align: inherit;”>I explained in the chat that I do not know why. </span><span style=”vertical-align: inherit;”>I wrote that I have everything. </span><span style=”vertical-align: inherit;”>Wife, children, job but that I still feel the way I do. </span><span style=”vertical-align: inherit;”>I’ve prepared everything for tonight. </span><span style=”vertical-align: inherit;”>The children are different, the wife is away on her own. </span><span style=”vertical-align: inherit;”>Just me and the dog at home. </span><span style=”vertical-align: inherit;”>I wrote in the chat that I came to the conclusion that shooting myself feels like the easiest thing. </span><span style=”vertical-align: inherit;”>But that I have pain that they will still find me then. </span><span style=”vertical-align: inherit;”>That it’s better to go somewhere so they do not have to see me. </span><span style=”vertical-align: inherit;”>But then the person I chatted with wrote that he did not think you have everything if you have a wife and a child job. </span><span style=”vertical-align: inherit;”>Is there any possibility that those who chat read what you write here? </span><span style=”vertical-align: inherit;”>I am very curious about what the person means and would like to know what he was thinking before I move on.</span></span>

Hi,

Nobody really wants to kill themselves. Everybody wants to be happy and I’m sure you want that too.

And if this is the place you reached out for help than that’s great.

I think what the person meant is that even though we may have everything externally, that doesn’t guarantee our own internal fulfillment.

The great news is that this fulfillment isn’t impossible to achieve 😊

[Yellow Noliny]

Red Papoga skrev:

<span style=”vertical-align: inherit;”><span style=”vertical-align: inherit;”>Am so tired of myself, my feelings and who I am. </span><span style=”vertical-align: inherit;”>Have no one to talk to or feel I want to talk to about how I feel.</span></span> <span style=”vertical-align: inherit;”><span style=”vertical-align: inherit;”>Thoughts of giving up and not being able to take it anymore. </span><span style=”vertical-align: inherit;”>Just can not stand myself I do not even like myself.</span></span> <span style=”vertical-align: inherit;”><span style=”vertical-align: inherit;”>Feeling most unsuccessful and weird.</span></span> <span style=”vertical-align: inherit;”><span style=”vertical-align: inherit;”>Just needed to write me off somewhere. </span><span style=”vertical-align: inherit;”>Maybe it will be better then.</span></span>

one thing I know for a fact is that you’re going to get through this.

I used to feel exactly like this, and I overcame it, and if I can, I know that you can too.

I’m more than willing to hear your story if you need somebody to listen to.

[Yellow Noliny]

Teal Qanehe skrev:

<span style=”vertical-align: inherit;”><span style=”vertical-align: inherit;”>Is very hard and everything is prepared, received such nice support from Mind on the chat and tonight I even dared to call there for the first time. </span><span style=”vertical-align: inherit;”>Really want to pay tribute to them, they have kept me alive for so many days and are such nice people!</span></span> <span style=”vertical-align: inherit;”><span style=”vertical-align: inherit;”>Now it’s soon over, had so many panic attacks but I think I’m starting to accept the situation. </span><span style=”vertical-align: inherit;”>Everything just feels so hopeless. </span><span style=”vertical-align: inherit;”>There is no future for me. </span><span style=”vertical-align: inherit;”>I’m just so failed.</span></span>

You’re definitely not hopeless and you’re not a failure.

Your life has a purpose and meaning.The power to find this meaning and purpose lies within you. If you can give us the opportunity to help you find it, we will. Don’t give up- you are stronger than you think.

 

[Yellow Noliny]

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